I wrote a couple of short drabbles for the L Word back in the day;
Title: Leave me, don’t …
Author: nepeace
Fandom: The L Word
Pairing: Marina/Francesca
Rating: PG
Leave me, don’t …
Everybody thinks I´m strong, and I am,
Everyone thinks that they will never know the real me and they won´t,
I am capable of seducing, loving, and caring for others,
But everything changes when you walk back into my life.
I am no longer strong, I quiver under your eyes afraid that you might leave me,
I hate it when you’re here but I hate it even more when you´re gone,
You follow me around with your eyes you always know what I am doing,
But still I can´t forget the way you make me feel when you love me.
How come there is nothing left of me the moment I look into your eyes.
I melt before you and I am all yours,
When you r hands roam over my body, or when you´re sweet talking to me,
Until that moment that you pack your bags and leave.
No matter how near or far, I can´t seem to forget,
I wonder how can you give me this much pleasure and how easily you can take it away,
The first couple of weeks I am torn apart between love and hate,
And then when I finally take my own life in my hands you´ll reappear, to leave me behind devastated again.
You´re the one I can´t forget…
Francesca.
Title: Ladykiller
Author: nepeace
Fandom: The L Word
Pairing: Dana’s POV, mentioning Bette and Tina
Rating: PG
Ladykiller
Sitting at the bar watching the women in the room I wonder when I will find someone. It´s a hopeless situation, I stake another sip from my drink. And look around observing the people that surround me. The world is surrounded by people like Bette and Tina, committed to each other for what seems like an eternity. There are people like Alice, who is obsessed with her theory ´about who´s fucking who´. I still can´t believe that she was able to link me to her in just for steps.
Sometimes I wish that I was more like Shane, not that I have the sudden urge to fuck everyone in this room. I just wish that I had some of her courage, even if I had just one tenth of her courage. That would make everything a lot easier. When I couldn´t give a damn about other peoples thoughts. I could just be myself at the club, without pretending to be straight all the time and be afraid that someone might find out.
