Day 30 – Nanowrimo 2010

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I can’t believe the last day is here. I can’t believe that a month has flown by!!! The last hour of Nanowrimo 2010 is ticking away as I write this. It’s strange that it is already over.

I have to say that I had a great month, there has not been one single moment where I freaked out or where I doubted my writing and was ready to give up. Not one moment of doubt.

I am so proud of that! If you only know how much I have doubted myself in the past that is quite an accomplishment. Well I guess that the base for that lies by the therapist I went to this past summer. I finally had a chance to talk through some things that I never did before and it made me a better person towards myself. I don’t allow people to walk over me anymore and I have way more self esteem. Which helps a lot when writing.

I have accomplished a lot more than I did last year during Nanowrimo. I have a story which I think could be the best fic I have ever written once it is finished. I am going to continue writing on this story, I am determined to get it done. I know that there is still a long way to go before I am actually finished but this story has gotten me this far it will get me even further.

Is it crazy to say that I am already looking forward to Nanowrimo 2011?

Congrats to everyone who participated and won!!!

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Day 27 & 28 – Nanowrimo 2010

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This was yet another weekend spend at home with my parents. I have written a little over 4000 words during the weekend. And again worked through some specifically hard scenes – well difficult would be a better word I guess.

Some of these scenes were hard because I had to write them completely based on my own characters. So no characters of Criminal Minds were involved. And to be quite honest even though I call it a Criminal Minds fic there are a lot of scenes which actually don’t have any of the characters in them.

I had a lot of fun writing a Garcia/Derek scene! Yes people I am writing Morcia!!! For those who don’t know next to JJ/Emily, Derek and Garcia are my favorite pairing. It’s just that in my case femmeslash couples always have an advantage. Nevertheless I had fun with them (this is the first draft, un-edited);

“What do you know! What are you not telling me! Derek Morgan, tell me what it is right this minute or I make sure that sex is out of the question for at least a month.” Garcia said almost shocked – it was more than obvious by the sparkle in his eyes that he certainly knew something – he knew something she didn’t know, that didn’t happen often. Usually she was the first person to know when something was up.

“You, Red, can never deny me sex for a month!” Derek laughed deeply while he looked down at her. “But you are right, I do know something, yet I am not sure if I can tell you.”

“What are you talking about, of course you can tell me! No, better yet you should tell me because I’m your girlfriend.” The red headed woman slapped his broad muscled chest with her flat hand.

The strong man was by now used to her slaps and didn’t even flinched when her hand collided with his naked skin. “First you promise me to never ever repeat what I am about to say to you to anyone else. Promise me.” He said pointing his finger at her and tapping the tip of her nose.

My next goal is to write a Nano fic which is original, made by me completely without the help of NCIS or Criminal Minds characters. I guess that these things have to grow slowly at least for me they do. But I think that next year I might try to write an original fic maybe I try something completely different and try my hand at fantasy or something like that instead of crime show novels.

Day 25 & 26 – Nanowrimo 2010

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The last part of Nanowrimo has started, you can validate your word count to see if you already made it or not. Well I know I haven’t yet made it. Which is no problem at all because I will. I am sure I will I have been writing a lot lately maybe not word count wise but I worked through some very loaded stuff regarding my story. So the progress story wise has been pretty big.

I have added a very cute scene with Derek/Garcia. Yes, Derek and Garcia as a couple! I have been inspired by some of my twitter friends and I really wanted to write some Morcia! I doubt that it will make them want to read my story since the big focus is on Hannah/Liv and Emily/JJ but still I wanted to do that chapter so badly.

Now I hear you all wondering who Hannah and Liv are and at this point I can only reveal that they are my creation and at the same time they are not … you gotta read the story to see what I mean! icon razz Day 25 & 26 – Nanowrimo 2010

Anyway, this is by far the best prepared story I have ever written, hands down no doubt about it. Now I am not saying that it is a great story, I am not that stuck up.  But I think that the end result will be something to be proud off. And after November 30th I will continue to make it better!

Day 24 – Nanowrimo 2010

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I am behind, just a little bit but I have to do some catching up. Especially if I plan to reach 50 000 by Sunday, which is my personal goal.

Things are not looking so good at my dad’s work place and they hear Monday whether or not they should go and search for different jobs, for my father who has been employed at the same factory for almost 40 years that is not an easy task. And I am worried for him. So since I have no idea as to what kind of a day Monday will be I have set my goal for reaching 50 000 on Sunday because then I will be sure that I have made it and whatever happens on Monday won’t screw Nanowrimo 2010 up for me. Especially not since I have been doing so well!

Day 22 & 23 – Nanowrimo 2010

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Since I decided that I don’t want to stop writing when December first hits I am also thinking about some other things I can work on. Of course there is ‘Some secrets are worth sharing’ which will get my full attention so that I can get a new chapter out as soon as I can.

I am also going to be working on some Grey’s Anatomy stories. I don’t know what Shonda has in mind for Calzona but I need to get some things out of my system as soon as I can. Yep, I want to write Callie/Arizona goodness!

And I will continue this years project for Nano because the way it looks right now it is going to take a lot more than 10 000 words to finish this story. I am still missing so many scenes that I have in mind to add to this story I will still be working on it for a while that much is sure.  Of course their is also my Nano’09 project waiting to be edited….

Day 20 & 21 – Nanowrimo 2010

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Another weekend at home and with at home I mean at my parents place. So I know that I get some writing done but it is hard to say beforehand how much I can really do. This time I wrote about 2000 words each day and I managed to catch up a little.

Which was great because I needed it!

Though I have to say that so far I have not really been behind, not like last year. I think at the most I have been behind thousand something words or so. Not even a day’s worth of writing. And I am still so inspired to write this story.

One thing I will surely do different is not stop writing when it’s December first. Last year that is what I did and it took me quite a long time before I started writing again. And if I don’t write I feel really frustrated because I can’t get that creativeness flowing. I don’t know it is complicated, so anyway I want to keep on writing as much as I can. Besides I have an active story ‘Some secrets are worth sharing’ which really needs my attention once Nano is over.

Day 19 – Nanowrimo 2010

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I wrote 300 words today! icon smile Day 19 – Nanowrimo 2010

Let me explain that, I wrote 300 words for Nanowrimo today, but I wrote a full +1500 word review for Grey’s Anatomy’s latest episode ‘Slow Night, So Long’.

A very loaded review because it was a strange episode to watch, first because of the whole Alex/April thing last week and the fist fight between Alex and Avery. And secondly Callie and Mark and the infamous ‘Sloan Method’, so annoying. It was something you could see coming from afar, you knew it was going to happen and still it sucked.

Down here you can find some of the things I wrote on my review,  because in my humble opinion some things didn’t quite add up;

After watching this episode. all that came to mind was ‘why, why, why?’ I was surprised by the way Alex, April, and Avery seemed to be completely over their issues. Last weeks episode, as I stated in my review, was one were Alex crossed a line with April. And Avery was so mad at what happened that he and Alex got into a fist fight. This episode seemed to take place directly after the last. And there was no sign of resentment between the three. I just don’t get that. It disappointed me. I had not expected that.

I really didn’t get that. I am baffled by the fact that the issue wasn’t revisited. And then of course there was the whole thing with Callie and Mark and the infamous ‘Sloan Method’.

The second thing that annoyed me was about Callie and Mark. No pun intended but it was like watching a train wreck and not being able to look away. You knew that it was going to happen, and it blew away any sparkle of hope I had of Callie and Arizona getting back together. Apart from shows which are basically written as ‘LGTB shows’ (for instance Queer as Folk, The L Word or South of Nowhere) it is hard to find any out gay/lesbian/bisexual characters. When Sara Ramirez was added to the cast of Grey’s Anatomy, I hoped that she would be gay or bisexual. Usually that is just my wishful thinking. At first it seemed to be the case when she fell for George. Her marriage to him ended in a divorce and there was suddenly Erica Hahn. And I was so happy about that. But soon that relationship fell apart, as well.Callie was a wreck, despite that this awesome woman, who was so cute and girlish and so different blew Callie away. And not just Callie but many fans of the show too. And the comments made on internet and twitter about Calzona have been so positive, fans have been so thankful towards the actresses and the writers. It just makes it all seem so weird to wreck that. I know that it is a drama, but I really doubt that there will be a happy ending. How can Arizona trust Callie if every time a bump in the road appears she runs to Mark? I am aware that technically they are not together at this moment, but I doubt that Arizona will see it that way. I know that a lot of ‘Calzona’ fans are very disappointed with this expected twist.

I love this show, but in my opinion this last episode was nowhere near satisfying.  Anyway I have been busy writing that review and it took all the time I had for writing today. So a mere 300 words were all I did for Nano today. But no worries, I’ll be back!

Day 17 & 18 – Nanowrimo 2010

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I’m still on my word count! And things are still going smoothly!

I’m one happy girl! icon smile Day 17 & 18 – Nanowrimo 2010 And how could I not be? When my story is running well and my plot is nowhere near out of steam and I am on my word count. And even though I have been working on this fic the writing is still going as easily as it was going on day one. I sit down and write, but it doesn’t feel like I have to do it.

This years Nanowrimo is certainly going better than last years. And that Nanowrimo rocked! So you bet this feels well! icon smile Day 17 & 18 – Nanowrimo 2010

Day 15 & 16 – Nanowrimo 2010

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I am still so happy with my story, I just love working on it. One thing I found out is that this story is going to be way longer then 50 000 – a lot. Maybe even more than 100 000 words. I have now written some chapters at the beginning, but they still need a lot of fleshing out. I skipped a few chapters and moved on to the middle part of the story and I wrote a couple of scenes there. And lastly I again skipped a few chapters and started writing the last part of the story or at least the parts who will be somewhere around the end.

Writing that way is what keeps me going. I have never written a story start to finish in order, well that is not completely true I am writing a story start to finish, I managed to do that with ‘Some secrets are worth sharing’ (which is on hiatus till Nanowrimo is done). But usually I don’t do that because my mind is filled with ideas and I’m  pretty chaotic. So when I get an idea I instantly want to write that part of the story. By the end it all fits together but right now it’s just bits and pieces.

I challenged myself because in the beginning there is not much Criminal Minds stuff going on. There will be some small scenes but the most important stuff story wise will not be about about Criminal Minds. They come in later on and then of course they take over the story but still a large part will not be based on Criminal Minds characters. Which is something I am proud off. This can easily be the first step towards writing true fiction. I guess that I was not yet ready to write a fiction novel but I also wanted to challenge myself more than just write what I know which is fanfiction.