WINNER!!!! Yes, I did it!
I can’t hardly believe it myself but I made it!!!
It is fucking amazing, this is a great achievement and I am so glad that I tried it. I have been so busy this past month but I also managed to write 50 000 words! And that is a lot of words, my last fic was 42 000 words and I worked on that piece three months at least! Now I did 50 000 in one month. And what is even better I didn’t use any cheats! Not one!!!
Of course I will make changes and adjustments but all in all I will be using everything that I have written in my fic once it is finished. I have written 50 000 words but I am nowhere near the end. I have a lot that I still want to write and there are still quite some scenes and chapters which I have to connect to each other. Cause right now some parts are more like scenes then a real story.
25 000 words!!!
As I said this past weekend was about catching up and surely I did. Not all the way, not by a long shot but I have done a lot of writing this weekend. And I am still on a good run so I am trying to make it. No promises but I am still trying!And loving it by the way! 
Catching up!
So truth be told I have been behind since I started this. It is as if everything is alligned to make me fail. I have so many things that I have to do for other people all of the sudden that I hardly have time to get to some real writing. And I will be so proud if I make it. But truth be told chances are pretty slim that I will.No matter what happens I will not give up. I am not prepared to give up before the clock strikes midnight on the 30th of this month. So this weekend besides all the other things I have to do is about catching up. I need to make some decent numbers if I want to have any chance at making it. I want to hit 25 000 at least by the end of the weekend. Which should be a doable goal … it is not that much I am 19 000 at the moment.
Besides that I am at the moment working on three different chapters which have huge conversations between two of my characters at a time. They all have at least 5 000 words, which if you look at my word count gives you so far a pretty good view on what I have written. Three conversations and a couple of loose scenes to connect chapters in one way or another … As I have said before I have a very messy writing style nothing is where it is supposed to be and at this point hardly anything is connected. But it will be in the end I am sure of it, though I am not so sure that it will be at the end of this month. I will probably have a shit load of chapters and scenes which still have to be connected in one way or another.
It will take me longer then this month to finish the story but I want to hit at least 50 000 words by the end of the month.
I reached 10 000 words on the fifteenth, and I am close to 20 000 on the 21st which shows that I made an improvement already. I am getting there!
10 000 word shoutout!!!
I probably shouldn’t be this happy since I should have had 10 000 words at least a week ago. But I am, I have been so busy and even though I don’t want to say it out loud yet but with half of the month gone changes of me finishing in time are nihil… zero… or well very small.But I am still doing it and even with my freelance project of a complete logo and corporate design for papers, cards and what not. And of course the three websites for my job and my regular job to top it off. I am still here and I am still doing it.
And that is actually what kept me back last year and the year before. I thought that I would be too busy. I am. I can’t put it any other way but the story is developing and I am getting there maybe not in the next two weeks but it will reach 50 000 words some day.
Oh yeah did I tell you about the fact that I had to rewrite two complete scenes because of significant changes in Criminal Minds. I had set a timeline in which I choose a particular moment in NCIS and in Criminal Minds as the same moment in time. So that I had a base from where I could work out my story. And then they decide to let Hotch step down and Morgan take his place a too big of a change to let it go.Because my storyline starts at the beginning of the new year.
